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When I was younger, I was very creative. I'd write short stories or poems or draw several times a day. I don't think that it had much to do with my age, per se. But it did have a great deal to do with my work and work schedule.
I worked full time in college and there after (taking a two year break when my son was born). However, even though I worked, I still had time to go the the park, or ride the ferry or take long walks or had more time to sit and people watch. You might think that those activities wouldn't be related to creativity but they're key. I recently went to a gallery showing Laura Lipton drawings, among other artists. And, her drawings reminded me of the kinds of images that I used to draw when I had the time. Granted hers are way more detailed than mine ever were and hers are on a much, much grander scale. Even so, going to the gallery reminded me of a large part of my life that I allowed to fall by the wayside. On the way home, I spent the time wondering what had happened to my creative side. And, the bottom line is that I no longer have the kind of time I needed to ponder, to wonder, to plan, to think and to imagine. My morning routine leaves little time to sit quietly and think let alone draw or write. Then, I spend nearly a hour per day driving to and from work. My lunch hour is spent in my car on cool days listening to Japanese on Japanesepod101.com and sometimes browsing the internet on my Netbook. (OK, it's not an entire hour of time to myself as it takes me a while to get my things together, get to my car, set myself up and finally sit down. Eating lunch takes time and by the time that's all done I really don't feel like thinking creative thoughts. Today is an exception in that I've been needing to post here and why not this topic?) When work's over, I get home and take care of the things I need to take care of. Then by the time dinner is over I'm exhausted and I have to struggle to keep myself from falling asleep before the evening is actually over. It seems that all I do have time for is mindless game playing (I save the mindless games or game activities for the evening when I can't really think) or reading online (and there is a wealth of things to read online). But I want this to change! It's a rut I've gotten into. Probably the fault lies in my attraction to everything digital. My computer, over the years, has taken the place of my journal. Instead of writing about learning things, or about my imaginings, I search the internet and read and learn and play and research some more. It's a wide, wide world of a web and it's like a dream you can get lost in. However, with a little will-power, I'm sure that's something I can rein in. In fact, it's my plan to do so. So, if you're in my boat and feel like you've lost your creativity, maybe try setting some quality quiet time for yourself, away from distractions, to think and muse. I'm going to try later to set aside at least 15 minutes to see if my creative muse wants to return to my life. Who knows maybe it will work and I'll be able to draw and write again.
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